Insomnia

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I started the insomnia. I was afraid before returning to the kind of state. I can no longer go on this way. I have to visit the school. Can not sleep. But the more I reminded myself, I do not do more. I still impossible to control themselves. Fortunately, I recently but not entangled. A small depressed, but I am not affected.

I always self-denial. This feeling bad. However, I can not find other ways to deal with their own. I want to do all the things I have done. I always learn to learn English well, even that most simple sentences, I will not. Out. I do not want to say some of the. Always wanted to say a lot of open blog I do not know what it said. The diary can only be written on.

Nothing to do watercress 9:00. Others see the word blog: "I hope you can lose some of the things, get some things have gradually become its own to become a form, become courageous and powerful."Seemed to be familiar with the word, I do not know what is not seen in the past. I hope I will do. But you know, the more I hope that the more things I do not. All I have with me the results of the will of the opposite.

Yesterday evening for a performance, a bit excited, so not slept one night. But they later feel frightened, a little bit of confidence because of the band, we did not have our songs have no confidence that the Special naive. I always worry that this fear that the. And I think that I do not know and the Who. I do not have an export. But I can not express my feelings on this band. It seems to me there was something really naive, but they do not think, I think this will be the generation gap. Some things, in their view is very beautiful is very simple, but I have no way to explain them, I aphasia. Severe aphasia. Therefore, I can not express what I want to express. I think before I said Chen music and candy that he is not doing what he really wants to do, I feel very disappointed, why do not we all want to do their own things, and now want to come, that is no way that things , everyone's ideas are different, really want is not the same thing. The activities of groups is not really for me.

We are now done things before and the idea is entirely in the opposite direction, I am even feeling a bit to this band is that we can not control the direction of development, just like the day we rehearsed, and we feel that Primary 5 a garage can be before we have is to point to the noise of the other side. But, the arranger Mu Bai, sometimes I really think that song is very naive. Some of the things too rigid. At the beginning of the band I had thought otherwise, I withdraw from the band otherwise is Diediao some people.

Do not have a core. A lot of frustration. The so-called youth not matter. I will always be weak side.

And I, they began to hesitate. Anything.

Headache. Tinnitus. Express two weeks before the cold well. Still not singing. Unexplained cough.

Rent to live outside. Mailiang to cycling. Want to wear skirts. Would like to meet a beautiful spring or summer.

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