New Year

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In the evening on the 4th from the disaster area, I declare that I did not change back after a few hours here and a power outage. 's Eve until the day finally calls. I am not sure whether this is short-lived. Afraid.

Baba last night to the home for dinner. Become an extremely bad mood. I am not a bit like his daughter, I was a kid and they lived in a company, I do not like, and I was very close to Baba, he and our children are all in good friends. To the contrary, a year of the Spring Festival, a night he carrying crates of apples to the mother at that time and I rented a small temporary house, reminded her that she had to get married, I suddenly found that he had to become my a stepfather. Later, was married to move a new home, but became estranged up. I increasingly do not like this feeling. He always Weiweisuosu, I do not know how to describe him, I do not like him anyway, as there yesterday to his hometown to see his daughter, I also notice, and a brother said a few words, very unhappy mind, how did not eat rice. I feel that I am in their home, I was an outsider, a table, they chat and harmony encouragement to eat, I feel like I did not exist, they not enter into the circle. Suddenly, I feel that I can feel in my home, Baba the kind of feeling. Probably yes.

I remember

dead dream. Hutchison dream a bit difficult for me, I have to wake up after close their eyes when examining the brain, Yibianyibian recalls that the dream is defined as when I began to write down again, sometimes also in mind was not clear how the certain aspects, anyway very entangled.

Wang Lei

the earlier dream. But the more he's asked to find checked, I was baffled to sell what is the meaning of the guitar. It is my revenge.

Because some things, I think if I was just in Beijing, but not necessarily, it is the possibility of too small. My daydreaming ah. Some would like to think that their time is ridiculous. Some things can not be completely on feeling, but I believe that the. The first impression is so important, but you know, the distance is the problem. Then, some things you can not force. Hey. I do not know what I am talking about. I am ridiculous.

Not say. You a happy New Year.

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